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| Yup, it's happening again!! Everyday Blues... My new job is awesome, but just as anything in life - there are ups and downs. I get comfortable, stable, and set on good things at work (particularly) and as soon as my guard is down BAMM! I fall off the good ride. This job I actually kept things going well and I maintained what I was supposed to do. Day after day of taking care of the same mundane stuff and maintaining it to be well. If maintainance is not kept up or neglected, even for 24 hours, all that work comes crashing down. And we pick ourselves up and start over again, maybe with clean slate and maybe not! What ever the case maybe, God is always there to lean on, talk to, and cover MY BUTT! I am weary and I fluxuate, but God is FOREVER constant and powerful! I give praise to GOD for the low and bad times. I praise him for the tribulations and trials. Because He'll be there for the great times as well!! The blues happened in March, and here I am again! | | |
| Somedays are more frustrating than others... Some days, I just feel like there is too much to do and even if I took one thing at a time to pace myself it's still too much to handle. On the other hand, there are days I am bored out of my mind and I work at trying to fill my week up with lots of things to do. As a result of that I try to balance the emotional rollercoaster by keeping things to a minimum. A minimum of 5 things to take care of and that's it. My attention span is bad enough and my obsessive compulsive side wants to finish off everything I started. It's just too much some times. Life is never going to even out, even if I worked really hard at it. Life is full of seasons, just like the seasons of crazy Sacramento.
Thinking of new things to take on in life doesn't make things easier either. I'm trying to advance my career and taking on new adventures in planning my wedding with Daisy. Family, Church, Music, etc...
Getting back to plugging in my brain to the routine of my day, I have to go back to work. Work is getting to become more routine and that's always a bad sign of dissatisfaction. Joy is still there, but to hang on to the joy at work is a job in itself.
 SIMON
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